Sunday, May 21, 2006


21st of May two more weeks before my enlistment....

Dedication:
xy n lyn n darius n jianhao gud luck for ur attachment

xl & fiona gud luck for ur business and work & studies..

peng you gud luck for work and happy 21st bdae... it has being a long time... back den..

yx n yuan n kt, shirley, shino, many sec sch frens.. all the best to ur army life and work now... n oso schoolings..

jess, hw, kg, laura, mh, fish, sl n frens, amanda, chan hui, ivy la all polymates .. gud luck in army and those working in the society..

liang hong n frens n jiajia Gud luck in army .. n police too lol n studies..

iris, xiaohui, huiping, miao zhen.... sincerely wish u da best... keep on believing on wad u all believe..

zhihui, yonghai, kong feng, lihong, jason .. all my seniors haha wish ya the best in ur future thanks for teachin mi so much..

muahah

went for a sort of prize presentation concert yesterday ... cool.. coz can see stars like 5566... thanks to old pals man.. n the treat too.. nice get along sessions... i juz like it small.. coz of the closure bah..

tdae went for the big walk wif poly frenz... freaking long walk 10km... manage to finish it.. tired...

Life is a growing up process.... i believe i have changed... i am not like the usual mi anymore.. the talkative boy who become the quiet guy through the process... i dont like to explain and talk too much with people.. juz a few words will do... when i am alone... i become more of a observor, monitoring tings and people around me lookin at their expression, watchin how simple life could be and remindin myself of tat...discovering the more beautiful scenery around me...instead of criticizing tings or people around mi.. mayb it will b able to generate laughter for awhile.. and put my mind out of any deep thot... but whenever i m alone.. those criticism will hunt mi deep down in my thoughts... there is always two ways judging tings.. the positive and the negative... and its our mind to perceive how it would be...
i often comment negatively about others... when i m wif my frens.. its about time to stop my foolishness n shut up.. wads the use of "building up ur happiness ur laughter on others' suffering." i felt very bad... peng you arh helped mi.. i need u... sigh.........

when was the last time u ever saw a rainbow.. when was the last time u saw a smile tat will touch ur heart... when was the last time u ever smile deep down from your heart and not laughter... but a smile.. juz a simple yet heartfelt smile...

做人不能太自私。。。。

Heaven knows
She's always on my mind
From the time I wake till
I close my eyes
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know

And though she's far away
It just keeps gettin storenger
everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me where do I start
Cause it breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come
Back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our heart will
Find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and
Pray 'cause heaven knows

My friends keep tellin me
That if you really love her
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in kind
In know she's mine
So tell me where do I start
Cause it breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come
Back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our heart will
Find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and
Pray 'cause heaven knows

Why I live in despair
'Cause wide oway or
Dreaming
I know she's never there
And all this time I act so brave
I'm shaking inside
Why it does hurt me so

Maybe my love will come
Back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our heart will
Find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and
Pray 'cause heaven knows

Only heaven knows... i can only hope and pray....


1:41 PM
I hate boredom
Yes
Yes I do.


Sunday, May 07, 2006


part1
If u guys ... haven listen to this song... i highly recommend this song.. thanks to xy for sendin mi too..sharing is caring.. its a nice song... by TANK

歌曲:
我们小时候

小时候我总会这样牵着你的手
只是盼望能够在你的身边守候
为了保护你不小心割破手指头
这个小伤却让你泪流心痛
长大后我们越来越远
分隔地球的两边
何时才能够见面
熟悉微笑的脸
回忆起我们小时候
闭上眼就能够感受
在我们心中慢慢流动的温柔
离开了我们小时候
现在你会不会想我
也许你找到一个人为你守候
我了了
回忆起我们小时后
闭上眼就能够感受
站在窗前跟你说了晚安就走
离开了我们小时候
现在的你不在想我
这个时候我了了


how i hope i can return to the time when i was small...how i hope i m given a second chance... but as xy said.. "if everything got 2nd chance. u wont learn to tresure" its all these hard felt lessons tat teaches us to wake up.... i gonna be single forever... i dont wanna hai anyone le.. hahaa forget it..

happy birthday to those in MAY:
Kim Guan
Menghoe
Yuan Jie
Jun Qing
Weiren
Fish
Ah Hao
Fiona

wah dman xiong man ... wallet burn big hole liao la .. hahaha
so many bdae bashes.... cheers to all..


part 2..

one of the two of my hamster just passed away... my mum buried it around the hdb vicnity wif an incense too... go in peace bah...
but ever since one of them passed away...the surviving hamster isn't active anymore... it seems like it lost interest in tings... even when we feed it... perhaps he is feeling sad... feeling lonely.. ? Someone it played wif such a long time.. its no longer by ur side anymore... haiz... although its juz a hamster but... i felt sad too... maybe its good that i shouldn't keep a dog eh... if my dog die.. i would b devasted.. .. i cannot take it... i dont like the feeling of losing someone impt... maybe tats y i dont wanna commit in any relation anymore.. or friends too... haiz..

rest in peace... sorry i didn't gave u a name while u are alive.. now i'll call u spike.. good bye...



11:40 PM
I hate boredom
Yes
Yes I do.


hEng Kia
aGe: 20+
bdAe: July 24th
CraPpy Person..
NoNsense Guy..
bLUr at Times..
caN b very bAD most of the tiMes..
aLways in a dilema.. contradicting mySelf..


Exits
javen E fAt rOnaldO..
huiwen tHe Fa caI Mao..
jessica tHe seLf indugE..
jackson D ovEr demaNdin..
fish tHe TalenTed..
sulyn thE beaUtiful..
rabbit E MooLaH Minded..
iRis the NonSense gAl..
xY tHe seLf-enTertainer..
lYn tHe Ang Mo tyPe gEr..


Talk it Out!


LisTenin..





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