Thursday, April 20, 2006

fatigued.....

wat shld i do..

i miss u...

静静的陪你走了好远好远 连眼睛红了都没有发现 听着你说你现在的改变 看着我依然最爱你的笑脸 这条旧路依然没有改变 以往的每次路过都是晴天 想起我们有过的从前 泪水就一点一点开始蔓延 我转过我的脸不让你看见 深藏的暗涌已经越来越明显 过完了今天就不要再见面 我害怕每天醒来想你好几遍 我吻过你的脸 你双手曾在我的双肩 感觉有那么甜我那么依恋 每当我闭上眼 我总是可以看见失信的诺言全部都会实现 我吻过你的脸 你已经不在我的身边 （虽然你不在我的身边） 我还是祝福你过的好一点 断开的感情线 我不要做断点 只想在睡前再听见你的蜜语甜言

Thursday, April 13, 2006

wHAahah this is a day to remb!!! i won my first tOto !! if i recalled its my third time buying.. 1st time i spent 2 bucks.. for the 2nd time i wasted 8 bucks.. and forunately the third time i bought actually is kim guan who help mi buy .. 2 bucks.. i got 4 numbers woo hooo !!!

oh well.. thanks the someone .. maybe i start to believe in u .. maybe..
and oso juz now donated 2 bucks wif kt at orchard to those orphange.... = )

happy bdae huang weiren !! lolz

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

mistake and regret are two different word and meaning....

mistake -

1. An error or fault resulting from defective judgment, deficient knowledge, or carelessness.
2. A misconception or misunderstanding.

regret -

1. To feel sorry, disappointed, or distressed about.
2. To remember with a feeling of loss or sorrow; mourn.

*information taken from dictionary.com

in my life i made 2 major mistake up till now:

the 1st i broke a young girl heart.. i should not haf gone into a relationship with her.. and after we broke off, she bcame dejected and starts to skip school and influence by bad company.. i m sorry... i know sorry is not enough..

the 2nd i trusted my frens more than my girlfriend... perhaps its my greatest mistake in life...

i m very tired... i dun wanna go thru this again..

in my life i had 2 greatest regret:

the 1st i never studied hard for my PSLE and O' levels and i ended up in a slower stream during sec sch and oso a course in poly tat i dont reallli fancy.. i miss my chance to pursue sth i like and probably my 2nd dream too...

the 2nd i never understand "her" enough perhaps i m too possessive.... and at tat time i still didn't know how to let go... and never realli cherish what i haf...


today.. during work... juz haf a feeling... i missed some of my frens... startled...

i m juz an empty bottle tryin to the right content to fill up the bottle....

Monday, April 10, 2006

OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SIM CALLED MI DMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wasted my opportunity becoz of NS!!! ...

they said i did some survey at dunnoe where.. i can't even rember.. and i was lookin for a part-time job.. and they got a position tat is management trainee OMG!!! i can't believe it y they choose mi too muah perhaps i m lucky tdae.. haha heng heng.. they said tat position is to train pple to become management leevel pple.. lolz.. omg n i believe i got to attend some trainin provided by them.. and i can b management level too lolz... and got to go down interview.. but sobz... when i told her i got NS she say ohhHh.. she wqiill call mi after my NS lol .. sad.. there goes my ....chance... sobz..

Sunday, April 09, 2006

"wat i can teach u is resolve... the rest is up to u.. the only person tat can tell u more about urself is yourself..."

Saturday, April 08, 2006

gradually as each day past by, i m understandin about mi .. more n more.. haha i m not like the chin cai boi anymore.. in the past i dont understand myself.. pple say i dont haf a zhu jian i dont know wat i want.. however now..i have my stand i have my belief i have my principles.. if u dont like it tats fine wif mi = D cuz it wun bother mi at all... i walk my path...

i dont like to accomodate pple... feels like.. i am gettin more n more less accomodative... perhaps.. i prefer to collaborate with pple... muahha tats the new mi..

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

how would i feel.. if i m in a world of darkness...
how would i feel.. if i m begging for a living in clifford pier...
how would i feel.. if i m workin in a coffeeshop as a kopi kia for all my life...
and in the end what i get...

perhaps i dont know what i want now... my future job... but gradually i m gettin hints to understand my purpose of livin in this world..
would i be happy if i earn big bucks.. enjoyin the rich life... showin off to the people...
or would i be happy if i m able to have a dream work...
or would i be happy if i can help the people around the world..

i will pick the 3rd choice.. guess i m realli an extreme sentimental guy... tats wat born in mi... whenever i look at those people tat are unlucky compared to us.. i m deeply touch... but when lookin at mi and the people around mi... they pick and choose their job, if they are not happy they leave and find another job... they work for a better life in future for themself.... i m still unsure of my life...


Nonsense of the Day ~~
basically there is 2 type of people in this world.. and
they are Men and Women..

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Your true color is Green!


What's Your True Color?

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suddenly have a feeling want to blog.. whahah i tink its about nearly a mth ago.. since i last blog.. wooo many tings to share..

firstly, i received my army letter .. oh nooo.. haah june 8th enlistment .. well.. not realli bother by it.. heck care.. haha secondly, i submitted the application for police !!! hope they call mi up for interview... thirdly, <--- haha like writin primary school composition sorry arh my eng,, realli is CMI. Next, i m workin at a bank for a contract of 1 to 3 mths but most prob it will b a mth =D meet some funny pple there.. it was nice.. haha thats all for my updates..

recently i had many mixed feelings.. feelin like i m being make use of.. but i m willin..coz i m afraid of lonely.. i guess so.. hahaz... but now i issue a serious warning to whoever.. i m not a stupid guy i know what i am doing.. and i haf a limit to it... i m juz givin u face...

oh well.. haha forgotten .. met up wif peng you at suntec !! went for some snoopy rolling manz..!! haha cute.. all i got to say.. u are one of the best fren i had. = D muahah so are u XY! and lyn of coz though i juz knew u whaha... i m very contented already.. i know its impossible for mi to always find ya pple haha.. i guess i will take a new path.. ya ! ho ho ho ! n an advance GOOD FRIDAY !! TGIF !!!

hEng Kia
aGe: 20+
bdAe: July 24th
CraPpy Person..
NoNsense Guy..
bLUr at Times..
caN b very bAD most of the tiMes..
aLways in a dilema.. contradicting mySelf..

Exits
javen E fAt rOnaldO..
huiwen tHe Fa caI Mao..
jessica tHe seLf indugE..
jackson D ovEr demaNdin..
fish tHe TalenTed..
sulyn thE beaUtiful..
rabbit E MooLaH Minded..
iRis the NonSense gAl..
xY tHe seLf-enTertainer..
lYn tHe Ang Mo tyPe gEr..

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