Wednesday, August 31, 2005

Today's theme "secretiveness"
Do you hate the feeling of being uninform. Grrr i hate it manz.. well... many tings had happen once again....
End of SIP ... i love the people there.. i sure do miss them... = )
Submitted SIP report.. finally that is one load off my shoulder.
Settled... one big problem tat i have being very trouble for ..afew daes.. thanks... mdm yan for your kindly help.. stop being so kind ok... lolz
Helped.. CHW to settle her... sip report... apologise for repreminding you tat much.. haha.. maybe i hate ur pride too.. hope ya dun mind.. mi .. i m juz straight forward...
Going off to thailand very soon.... looking forward to it...
Planning to meet lao peng you once again.. before i fly off...
So many tings undone .. so little time...

~ How can i hope you are by myside... ~
its bulshitz by the way.. ~

Thursday, August 25, 2005

noBody ReaSons, NobOdy is Sure When is the End....

Haha for my FYP grping peepz .. i apologise for not going.. my training ended 7 wat... if i rush there 8 u all probably ended.. discussion .. so i dun see a point going... ya.. sorry manz.. no more comment about it...

well after tat long sTretching Training... Went to Bedok ... have dinner wif Mdm Yan... after dinner, went around.. walking... hunting cards.. bioing gers... and visiting friendly shop... n so heng close liao = X haha... after awhile.. head home... ~~ was tinking in bus tat i m leaving .. the company suddenly my heart juz sunk ... sunk deep down.. the feeling... is unexplainable... well.. gonna miss them for sure...
all the best..

tML !! last day muahah

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Juz two more days.... 2 more days... the end of my attachment....

i juz hate those... departing feeling.. haha.. guess recently i got really close wif my department peepz... when the bond gets closer... i m leaving... feelings all whelming up.. i guess tian xia wu bu san zi yan... what got to go ... got to go...
haha anyway went to tamp bought one card for my sup n i came back.. felt lonely = (
lolz...

thot of many things tdae.... wonder hows everyone doing... how are u doing alvina ? hope ya fine .. being 4 years le.. and melissa... how are u abroad... studying.. all da bestz ! also eiko... u in hongkong alrighty ? ahha.. weird feelings.. hows everyone... poly de arh .. sec de arh... hope ya all are fine !

got to go... play games muahah ~ ciaozz.. lan cheow okiez lolz..

Saturday, August 20, 2005

Went school tDaeeE... mEet LO for one last time... = ) no more.. in future..
poNtank lecture... To gO fill in forms wif Jy.. in funan ... after tat went lurking in raffles to orchard ... wah piang saw quite a few chio bus.. haha... after tat went to the famous shoe shoppin complex... haha throughout jy and mi have being bioing gErs lolz.. haha finally gotcha my stuffs i needed and jy got ... the things from orchard.. both of us ended very satisfisy = D
happily go wait for bus.. at the same time.. spotted another very chio ger.. in white.. haha very coincidencely ... we said in the same time... hahaha that ger in white.. LOLz
today spotted another chio bu in white .. at orchard there... gers in white are chio... haha they are my type... not really on the chio but... cute plus chio = X weee... i m a toad trying hard to eat a swarn = X

Well home early.... can start preparing the things tat i bought.. but lazy lei.. tml then start.... keep consoling myself.. tml tml do lar..
heck care larh..
tml do.. i will do a nice job... = D
thanks jy for the company too ...

Sunday, August 14, 2005

Let me... see how to start...

Had a GREAT DAY !! One of my best days of my life!!
No matter how smelly, sticky, sweaty, thirsty, dirty, muddy, squeezy, i never regretted going to watch the firework at Marina!

Started a great day meeting lao peng you at cityhall station, go kai kai.. went to suntec.. went to see exhibition.. n there is a health screening .. muaha sabo peng you go check up.. get free gift... lolz.. then went next door there is starhub exhibition... its a big exhibition.. n the best part of it.. we saw REN XIAN QI "RICHIE" <-- not sure i m right or wrong...HAha he came.. wow.. amaze... = ) after tat went around walking getting free stuffs... lookin at kids.. we went
from suntec to Marina.. Sway siao so qiao ..met "Anonymous" Haha... lets is so fated... wEnt to eat cartel... HO SEH ! damn yummy... ate until cannot walk.. hahaa... applied for cartel card.. its free if u spend over 30 bucks .. muahah Toke nonsense in cArtel until 5 plus then cHiong down to marina bay ... Man the carnival is extremely huggeEEEE EXTREME !!! there are local village, food village, sport village, arts village and afew more.. can't remb and our final destination CHILLA at the Bay village!! wAlk from d the first village to our final destination .. dman it took us nearly an hr.... but no complains manz.. when we reached.. we saw alot of pple... haha heng heng lehz.. saw a opening.. managge to do down sat down at the breakwater.... n rotted there for an hour.. saw flying planes... look like jellyfish or moth very colorful.. flying around...

then comes the firework.... tat lasted 10 to 15mins....
never regretted i swear...
it is so beautiful... tat i can only say "wah" "wah" "wah"
They haf many forms and shapes of fireworks... frm circle the hollow circle... frm vertically up in the sky to.. horizontal from left to right ..tat is one of the best part... u can hear everyone shout "WOW" its dMAN NICE... haha in a show there is always a peak or so call highest point and a finale...
they shoot continuous firework up in the soaring sky.... its ... remarkably... unexplainable ... undescripable... beauty... u can see bright colors
the firework also haf... those at go in circles its my first time in my life tat i saw it actually curls = ) smile all smiles... and there is also... a firework tat shot up.. the sparkk flew slowly .. and spread out very fast... its dman nice.. n special... .and the finale.. which i will never forget its the raining... sparkles... the sparkles shot up in the sky came down... slowly.. as it is going down... it glows even brighter... juz like rain... n the lower it came the brighter it goes... tat is absolutely... "two thumbs up" manz those tat created the firework are genius = ) hope one day they will come up those wif national flag design muahaha..

After the ending... everyone applaud... = )
after went.. heard frm peng you .. got concert... got sweety.. then we chiong there.. haha run like mad... then found the place.. so muddy ... alot of cow dung smell muaha.. but ..we still didnt mind.. manage we hear "Sweety" two very cute gers , they sang one more song n then went off... after tat there are many singers tat take turns to come up to sing .. n chio bu ^^ we saw... "Evonne xu hui xing" <-- she is extremely white.. haah white princess = ) , then "CHENG SONG LING" <-- she is beautiful.. i like her the most.. wah swee i tell u juz plain beauty = )
next a very very powerful talented singer "TONG EN"... her sing is very popular n nice .. n she rox !! lolz.. her vocal power is the strongesst among the rest of the singer there.. Wee wEE... follow up .. saw the sexy lady "Wen Lan" haha she sing... and dance.. her dance is hot.. bring on the crowd.. = ) all beauties.. haha n finally one guy singer.. "zheng feng qi" tat monk guy.... haha then went home..

at here wanna thanks lao peng you... for not minding to do all these crazy things.. n no complain from u...not many pple are like dat... tats wat i call.. "zhi tong dao he" de peng you ma... still need to learn more frm u ... well... thankx..we knew each other so long liao... lao peng you..i believe we are the chin cai type... lolz get more chin cai arh ... i will pray for u... gd luck !

now now... tml .. is movie day whaha .. having great time recently....

another fren.. didn't contact frm sometime.. asked mi whether i wanna work... on "**" sept to "**" sept n fortunately lim pei free lehz... i can make it... earn more $$ haha got sentosa work got this work.. woo i like can work wif gers somemore.. = )

it didn't turn out bad...
i m learning n doing my best, picking up myself..
most importantly is positive thinking..

for those having.. exams.. gud luck...
for those working... remind urself u got a job...
for those seeking for love... don't give up
for those searching for their real self... you are you...

Saturday, August 13, 2005

Gd morn!
Its time to stop my foolishness.
Stop being so nosey, did so much for all my friends but get nothing in return.
I m sorry, i tried hard to follow your footstep and learn from u, but i can't.
I did my best.
I wanted to be like you, be a wonderful friend.

I believe there is Platonic frienship in this world.
However there is always a limitation.
Limitation for this foolishness.

Live my life as it be.
Live my life the way i want it.


Thanks you "Anonyomous" who believe in me when u wrote on ur blog. = )
I will pick up.

"An eye for an eye makes the world blind"


Oh well!
Later on going to bball session as usual, meeting khakis !! haha a bunch of jokers !
As for tml going to watch fireworks with a old fren... happy lehz.. thanks for companying mi.
Finally, Monday which i m looking forward to, going to meet a great artist in future to watch movie, Whahaha finally u ask mi out. So glad i can see you after such a long time. Don't worry i will always be encouraging you, in the past in the present and in the future. You can do it. You rembr all of our dreams..... promises that we made.

Tats all for todae...

Friday, August 12, 2005

Great, i m so disappointed in you and pissed off by you ... get lost n i promise i wun find u 4eva...

Thursday, August 04, 2005

New song added..... Shao Nian by guang liang .. and one more guy..

credits to the person that kept helping mi to d/l songs. thanks.... for being there always... = )

Being thru alot.. had a great bdae parties.. wif poly frens, sec school friends, good friends... no family... haha

recover tremendously frm my sickness..

booked medical appointment... for army

worked hard plus slack.... not much worked mi..

ending s.ip soon..

thinkng of next step... after s.i.p

thinking of my future... when i m alone on the way home...

the choice is in my hand... its either u want to move left or right turn...
and u go to be quick once u missed it ... its forever.. i had made many wrong choices... too many... regretted every single one whenever i looked back... i don't learn my lesson... i had a fall... but i don't wanna pick myself up...

i wanna be a volunteer... i believe i will be very happy...... its sth i said long time ago.. yet i haven't accomplished... its time i shld moved on like u do...

hEng Kia
aGe: 20+
bdAe: July 24th
CraPpy Person..
NoNsense Guy..
bLUr at Times..
caN b very bAD most of the tiMes..
aLways in a dilema.. contradicting mySelf..

Exits
javen E fAt rOnaldO..
huiwen tHe Fa caI Mao..
jessica tHe seLf indugE..
jackson D ovEr demaNdin..
fish tHe TalenTed..
sulyn thE beaUtiful..
rabbit E MooLaH Minded..
iRis the NonSense gAl..
xY tHe seLf-enTertainer..
lYn tHe Ang Mo tyPe gEr..

Talk it Out!


LisTenin..





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